Life strikes back....in its own way....
There are moments in life when you take for granted the biggest fact of life...the LIFE itself.
And then in its own weird way...life makes you realize that its the most important...THE most important thing that has ever happened and each one of us might as well respect it.
Life struck me very starngely...and the way it has i can never take it for granted ever again.
But yes, besides being careful about that..what extra i want to do is to thank the people who make it worth the experience that it is.
God has been very very kind for giving me 6th Jan, 2006 and then giving me 9th dec, 2012. These are the dates which wrote a history for my life into making it the most comfortable and peaceful journey.
No body can ensure that there will never be hiccups....but as long as someone is right next to you to offer you a glass of water...its alright. Experiencing the presence of a life partner is what i have been through in alst 10 days...and trust me that life couldn't have been better....having a partner as loving as mine...is an example of nothing but pure luck...and i cant thank anybody enough who all made this possible for me...!!!!
Every time my eyes would open in the last 10 days, after the miserable night of 18th Feb, I would have him staring at me....and then i would just simply go back to my deep slumber with the confidence that should i need anything he is right there and will take care. Trust me..nothing makes you sleep as comfortably than the fact that someone as constantly monitoring you in your weak times....and will hold you with full strength when you need him.
I am short of words...when i wanna describe the faith and the confidence that he has inspired in me by being the way he had been all these days....Just so short of words.
Jaana...honey...shona....mithu...all these are just the words by which i would call him...but the implicit feeling beneath these words is nothing less than my life....
You know what...on 19th mornign when I regained consciousness for the first time and we were trying to figure out what happened last night....he would speak a few words and then his eyes would start to speak....everytime he tried.....and then both of us were crying....!!! On the face of it...looks like a very weak moment..but looking back, having experienced it I realize that it is one of the very-very strong moments of our life. Whatever happened might not be very pleasant...but the experience had been very-very pleasant. It just makes you so proud of one of the very important decisions taken in your life....I am sooooooo happy for having married a guy who is strong when i am weak...and whose weakness makes me strong for him.
Life definitely has been unfair to Ankit, but has been more than fair to me for sure. It has given me much more than what I deserved as a life partner....but Ankit, guess yoyu will have to deal with it as I am not going to let go of you.....for whatever it may take.
Love you my darling husband.....Love you Ankit!!!
