Never Like Before...

its never gonna rain like it used to before...although it's chill has the same warmth

its never gonna be the same morning as it used to be before....Although it is equally Soothing

its never gonna be that same fun, like it used to be before....although it still is Fun

its never gonna be the same people like they used to be before...although u may find better people

so when...

Nothing's ever gonna be same like it used to be before...

Then why worry about anything.....'coz nothing is permanent except change....

Might As Well Enjoy the Permanent nature of Change....!!!!!

Strange....

A very strange feeling is occupying my mind today....dont knw what it is....hv absolutely no idea y i am feeling this way...and i can say for sure that it does not feel good to feel this way....

Lemme see....what can be the reason.....a bad exam....may be....or may be the fact that i didnt prepare it well....or may be.....may be.........really no idea.....

Its strange isnt it...sometimes we feel so miserable, but are not at all able to gather whats going wrong with us....and dat in a way adds to the misery....

GOD help me....find d reason....plzzz

AWESOME!!!

sometimes we are sad just coz nothing is going right...

sometimes we are in a normal mood...just coz everything is going the way they should...

but...

sometimes we are happy coz things around us..(although not wid you.. ) are going great...like amazing...like extraordinary as in EXTRAORDINARY....!!!!!

And den we realize dat wats d important of dese people in ur life....any event in their life....dat will have not much of an effect in ur life....makes u so happy....dat u cant help but smile for their happiness!!!

i guess dats life served on a platter for u.....if God doesnt gives u a reason to smile on a particular day...He most definitely keeps u motivated by giving u d company of such people!!!!

I am thankful to all dose people who were somehow somewhere linked in giving me such a fabulous company 2 live wid!!!!!

i love my life!!!!

WWOOOWW....

This is the only word that comes to my mind when i reflect upon the past one week of my life....i spent in delhi.

the week started on a high note....started from sunday....had great fun in train wid frnds..enroute to delhi for 1 week project.

High spirits persisted when we met an amazing mentor cum boss at the hospital for the project...what an amazing person he is...simply superb!!

had great fun for a full week at the hospital....(dnt get me wrong...i enjoyed the work and the chit chat...not the problems of the patients there)...although did some work and learnt a few things when i got tym frm the chit chat....

And then for the Grandest Finale or to add icing on the cake.....My Bhai was blessed with a baby boy on saturday....and dat proudly made me a BUA....wow....one more relation to the beautiful platter of relations life has given me.....another new and refreshing flavour....that added a different taste and colour to the platter!!!!

Its a feeling that's too difficult 2 explain...but seeing a new life dats so pure and innocent....is simply out of the world....am falling short of words.....actually i a speechless....

But..all i can say is that ..."I LOVE MY LIFE"!!!!!!

i mean.....hadd ho gayi yaar.....

its so ironical that i dont recognize people even when they were sooo around me....

its just like u r trying to find solace by going to a far off place, when it was as close as simply closing ur eyes and finding it!!!

today my faith developed on the saying that " We loose Diamonds while we were too busy searching for stones"!!!

i had been trying too hard for things to go fine with a few people, but actually any relation that demands so much effort is not really worth it....and helloo...good morning....i finally woke up...Thank god!!!!

i am so glad and happy 2day....!!!!

my day 2day started with a thought of the fact that.....its just 5 more months of my academic....actually formal class room teaching....unless i plan to do another masters...which i am not...not even in my wildest of dreams...!!!

and then i was forced to reflect upon what i have earned...and what i have lost in life....till now...

so, i felt that life had given me a fair amount of everything....but when i gave a thought on what i will miss the most.....it was undoubtedly bunking classes....and doing then doing all sorts of things that we are not supposed to do....

and i realized that this is one habbit that continued from engineering...actually from school....and it has still been loyal to me!!!

WOW.....is the feelin..when u miss the class.....and do stuff like...watchin a movie....or just sittin in the library--GOSSIPING..., or just play cards.....and the best part is when u go 2 class after missing a lecture and then u bump into the prof..who's class u jst missed....AMAZING!!!

nothing beats that feeling.....simply amazing.....!!!

yes ofcourse...there are other menial things like....marks...supplies....reappears....but everything had a fun part attached to them......

wish my job wud give me a chance to bunk.....(without me loosing out on the salary ofcourse!!!)

Although my day started on a low note 2day....bt after the long day when i came home and just one look of mom and a gentle touch of her hand relaxed me.....really brightened up me day...!!!!!

And then i realized that how unconditional is the love of our parents....no expectations no boundaries...nothing!!!! but still sometimes we give importance to the not so important people and just take forgranted those who are there with us come what may...

somethimes human psychology amuses me.....its very commonly said and heard..."Don't take forgranted the people close to you...."".....bt yet time and again we repeat the same....and run after those who never regarded you...!!!!

life is very funny sometimes....it gives you people to be with when u r least expecting them.....n it takes them away...when u r wanting desperately to be with someone....someone to care for and someone to share the latest gossip with...!!!

then there are some dark times when the sadness seeps into u....and u just wanna hide yourself in ur small cocoon....so warm and protected from the outside world.....but the very thought of being in the process of creating something very fine keeps you going..!!!

then you stand in front of the mirror and smile by urself.....coz dats wat comforts u the most....

no..then i feel the world is not all dat bad a place 2 live in....agreed sometimes it turns sour...but isn't that the flavour of life....if its all sweet, then sweetness will loose its flavour....!!so i am thankful all those who made me taste the sour part of life....coz had it been not for them i wudnt hv realized the sweetness of all sweet parts of my life.....!!!!

so...i realize after tasting all the flavours....that life is like a rollercoaster ride....it has its highs and lows....but what's important is the fact that it has to be enjoyed and has 2 b enjoyed...not just lived....!!!1